stormy weather? it'll pass.

i know there's been a storm brewing.

because i could feel it.

and now it's here.

have had a stormy 2 weeks (or should i say 'months'), not just because it's been mad-packed! but more because none of them were 'light' for me. brain thinking a lot more, body working a lot more, heart engaged a lot more. to say the least, i've been spinning in a whirlpool of high-impact, emotive and intense events/sessions.

in reflection, of which i've yet to do enough of, i'd say i believe storms like this will pass. you know what? sometimes the most awesome thing God wants to do in your life occurs alongside the worst possible scenario you can find yourself in. it's a euphoria-anxiety cocktail cleverly shaken together, all to produce the most long-lasting and AMAZING aftertaste. resilience is the key. that's where i am now i guess...wondering what i'm talking about? that's not the most important.

all i'm trying to say is that in the midst of the storm, any storm, God is wanting to create a masterpiece at the end of the day. the kaleidoscope through your eyes is still just a few colored pieces in a prism. sometimes our prisms need repairing. then things fall into perspective and we see order. delightfully, i look forward to that day - the pieces in my life falling into perspective because God repairs my prism. that's not fate, nor coincidence, nor wishful thinking.

see your world through God's eyes, and you see purpose and order.
see your world through your own or others' eyes? no absolutes, no clarity, no purpose, definitely no order.

i rest assured i'm caught in a storm with faith in the outcome. God's brewing my cocktail.
and i am glad - that in the worst, i see/touch/hear/feel the possibility of God's best for me in the making. so, holding on...

what storm are you facing? storms like yours will pass.